I left the church. Don’t hate me
Elizabeth does a great job of explaining a love of God, yet a change in one's flow or call. This happens to us all, many times throughout life and we should never hear that we are letting down a call or our gender, or an institution. Those commentaries are all about fear. Men go on, women go on, the church goes on, businesses go on. Don't be afraid to ask the question: what is God doing, now, in my life? Then really don't be afraid to respond, patiently, to the answer you receive. Good on you, Elizabeth.